Are we the same..?

    

       The most awaited day of the year in my life, my 23rd bithday, the day forcesus to look back and foresee  the future of your career and life. Somehow, I would like to call  this is year of my life as the'End of waiting'.

Time to remeber what I planned for my my life when I was a kid, and how the plan changed whn I was close to reality and how my thought matured with time and experience, ready to realize I bacame older and wiser than last year. But, somewhere in my thoughts the old little kid has her own dreams and fantasy. To balance the fantasy and realiy was never easy for me, I never said No to any of it, thinking about reality has always helped me to think wise and plan well and to stand on my feet. But fantasy has always kept me in the air , where I fly with the colours of my dreams, by which I got hope , energy and optimism.

      Even though the life's paths have transformed me to another person, there is still a part of me which is real for me. Its not impossible to change to an entirely new character, we see alot of people daily, some people are so emotional, one hit on there weakness could torn their life apart, but for some many of emotional values are just a rain for two minutes, they heal quickly. Its easy to adapt while immitating someone's good characters, and which can transform you, even though  in ourselves we have the same strength to tackle the situation, we never realise our own strength. Sometimes these kind of transformations will help you to change immediately to a stronger person or to adapt yourselves to be more bold in your situations. In principle we are resposible for our own emotional challenges, and we could balance it with our own self control. But, its not always easy for us, because how hard  people may deny the truth, they know they are weak inside.

                                  May we become stronger than we are now...

What we left untold..

                Years goes by.. seasons comes with new colours, somehow the world has changed and we too... Its no longer the same world as you seen before.., your childhood memmories became more like a fantasy dream... But, still some things aren't changed.. after a long transformation of heart and soul, its not easy to go back to the old form entirely, but, some untold words lives as fresh as the sun. It may set for a while, but never forever. We may foresee that things we do may hurt our hearts... still we don't step back. Hearts changes definitely, but not so fast as the seasons does. A new life and reformation is not as easy as words unless there is a strong stimulant to make the change.

     We may leave many things untold, thinking that these words will fade away from our hearts... hoping that the moments we left behind won't trace our shadows in the journey of life, but, sometimes they pour over us like a rain unless we get shade to protect our souls. We may show our weakness or not fate shows it to us, sometimes turning back to the past gives us strength to move on and keeps us going and sometimes its the past that holds you behind or makes you weak, which is also a main reason for depression.

        Let no untold secrets disturb your open future and no unexpressed feelings take away your everyday charming smile... as there is no wound in hearts which cannot be healed by another, if you let someone to.

We always keeps the painfull memmories untold and to ourselves, which interm makes scratches in your heart and turns away many happy moments to sad. Don't let your sould die in pain, let go and and start living, because a smile should come from the soul to be real and true, don't play the life like a drama with many hidden feelings, many untold words in mind. Let your life be real, true and innocent.

May God bless you... have a good happy life...