God, I Am Your Child ...

     I was so weak in the beginning of my life... so silent and calm... even my cry didn't made a loud noise that may tell others that I am in pain...The odds rose against me..the world out of my home seemed filled with hypocrites. I was not angry with them and I was so patient to handle it all...But I was afraid of them...not afraid that they may hurt me...I was afraid that they may hurt my heart...

  Years passed by, My only collected friends were the beautiful and peaceful plants, trees and nature's other miracles around me...I was so eager to enjoy every seconds of every season and every day...I also made friendship with all the people who lived around my home...never played with any kids of my own age...just loved to talk to elder people about anything ...I have hided all my painful instants from my loved one's.. thought that it may upset them. My only hope, faith and my most trusted friend was my God, whom I believed more than anything, only with whom I shared my problems and joy, And He was always there for me...and that I can't forget...

     Things started to change after some years..., my little world became bigger than I could ever imagine... full of strange, selfish and hard hearted people. I started to adjust with them, just because I had to survive...each day living around them was like experiencing most painful days of my life.
     And one day I started to feel my change...finally I became one among them, who successfully survived among them. I was not happy to accept this change of mine. But that change helped me to stand erect and speak out in my later years.

   There were many times in these years where I lost my hope and faith completely...But my Lord took care of me...He directed me in His path...even with my strange decisions that I took by believing my intuition was the decision that He took for me...At first people around me blamed me for taking such risky decisions..but sooner they were happy about it..because that was the best things happen to me.

   Then, for some years my journey was of little relief.. Life played many crazy game But God never left my side... I was not the calm girl of the older years that everyone understood, But I was someone who rules her life with her own intuition and was matured than any one of that age. But no one noticed that I was weak that time...I was losing my inner self and thats the reason my behavior changed drastically.

     After few years, I took may decisions one contrary to another. each time i took entirely different decisions...finally when I got what I wanted and when God has given something that I asked Him....I changed my decision to its contrary... but my intentions were good on that. God still helped me to be the best in what I chose... He raised me up to the mountains, He was so generous to me...

But after some years, there was time to make a clever move in my life... my decisions planted successfully but my mind said to me its wrong and I dropped it again..After that, for a long time there was no peace for me... Only falling hope was there...The worst part of my life was that. That was not a shorter struggle period, its span was too long,I saw nothing but sadness in my face...never been truly happy.... more than any other thing what hurt me most was that My God didn't answered me and my prayers...That made me heart broken....I even thought several time to end it all...But I still believe that He is the only one who loves me more than anyone...And He will never leave me....never... He knows me more than anyone...and whatever he does for me is the Best thing that can happen to me...And the tears that I cried will bloom one day, as happiness of my Garden of Life.

"I Love You God, For All That You Have Done For Me...

I Will Not Stop Believing In You Till The Last Breath Of My Life...

Sorry, That I Felt Hopeless sometime, Even when I Knew You Were By My Side...

Please Forgive Me For All My Sins, I Know You Only You Can Do That...

I Had Your Blessings With Me , And I Blamed You For Tings I Lost...

My Struggles,Pain,Glory And Happiness, all were Your Blessings..I Knew It Now

You Took My Tests, You Made Me Strong, You Gave Me Honor...

You Raised Me Up , And When I fallen, I Lost Faith In You...Sorry...

I Believe That Even After Everything You Still Loves Me...

Thank You, Father..."



   

Balancing Your Mind and Heart

      Its very difficult for everyone to balance their mind and heart every time....In different situations we burst out our feelings and lose control of our minds due to our emotions. In those situations where emotions take over our conscience and we cannot afford to be concentrated purely on our work. People's emotions won't stick to a point for a long time, hearts wander in every direction and sometimes its hard to stop it or to gain control over it.

When humans are really sad they forget their surroundings and starts burst out and cry and when they are very happy then also they don't care about their surroundings and laugh out of happiness and when they are very angry they shouts out loud and do things which they can't control with their mind, and those involuntary actions may result in hurting people around them.

High- tempered people are always suggested to do meditation or yoga by the psychological counselors. These mind-body balancing techniques are really helpful. Some people becomes criminals after an accidental mistake, they cannot control their mind after doing a sinful thing. Prayers and traveling can help people calm their nervous worries and relax completely. We should try to find out our own relaxing technique, something that makes you relaxed in any rushy situations, I am sure that there will be some particular thing that will help each one of us relax in any kind of situations, it may be music or any of our hobbies or any kind of yoga techniques like breathing techniques to lower our temper. It is important to find out these things and use them in time.

Once we get control over our mind, body and heart we can handle any kind of situations that comes in our way. People with delicate or sensitive hearts will cry even for a small issue, someone crying shows that he is so weak at that particular situation and Its the point where he could get hurt. You should never show people what your weaknesses is, because once it is known to them people will target that particular point to break you down. We should know how to control our own feelings then only we could understand others well. Winning and losing is all depended on your heart and how much faith you have in your own feelings. Always listen to your heart then you will be strengthened by your soul and there you will achieve great power and courage to defeat anything that comes in your way.....May God Bless you....Thank you...

The Deepest Mystery Of All : A Women's Heart....

     The biggest secrets are hidden in the heart of a women..... Only she can bear its weight and pain and it is her destiny... and her deepest feelings are hidden in there. She is the ocean of the greatest emotions and there is a treasure of unbind love and care... She becomes a sister , wife and a mother in every relations she is a secret keeping personality , a man's heart can be in women's pockets but no women will open her heart fully to a man.

      Women's nervous tensions are aways active she can never relax in a complete sense. Its really hard for anyone to hide their inner most feelings from their closest friends and people they really love, especially men are week in hiding their emotions and feelings from his mother, wife or from the women he is love with. Once he gets attached to her deeply he gives her his trust and she keeps his hearts key hidden in her heart. A man gives his trust easily than a woman do, he falls in love faster than a woman do.... her secretive personality is something just that only she can understand... she will act her role perfectly in every situation … where no one will ever know what she hides in her heart.

      Some hides their pain to keep others happy, some hides secrets that may make others sad...Some secrets are never revealed and some may be opened when she experiences a high level of emotional tension or emotional imbalance; at that time she will automatically burst out her painful secrets to her closest friend and some may reveal them when she feels someone is too trust worthy, honest and when is is perfectly comfortable with them.

      No one can ever tell that keeping a secret to ones own heart is a sin... because sometimes it is necessary like a 'Lie' is necessary to save someone's life. Its just that Your Intension should be good and you should be honest to yourself, there is no one to judge you...you should judge yourself and you should do what your heart believes in...A women always hides a secret by covering it with pain fear....Its presence will always give scratches to her heart... However, she manages to hide it from others.....