Thank God for the Miracle

        Its been a year now! that  I haven't posted anything, the whole year was full of miracles... looked like everything was happening for me.. there were times that I lost hope... still there was a single flame some where in my heart that kept me living... I had no idea what I was asking Him for... I had no idea how to get it done.. I had no strength or power to handle it alone ... but , every hardships came on ways all together, I just knew one thing that He told me He will help if I ask, and he will stand for me . He gave me the result of my prayers and my faith.

          He came to me  and changed me.., gave me strength to face everything and stood by me and solved everything for me..before I could realise the problem. I had no idea when I go for a battle , what should I have, how I should be prepared.. But, I swear the moment I left my home, I changed. Many strangers came into my way.. for everyone I remained a mystery.. Hardships never went away, but there was something new that kept me going, that was His miracles...

      I never knew what I wished for myself, but, he remembered my every wishes and fullfilled it..

I saw people who already had every pleasures they wished for.. But, there was a difference between us, that I got everything by a miracle..

God, I Am Your Child ...

     I was so weak in the beginning of my life... so silent and calm... even my cry didn't made a loud noise that may tell others that I am in pain...The odds rose against me..the world out of my home seemed filled with hypocrites. I was not angry with them and I was so patient to handle it all...But I was afraid of them...not afraid that they may hurt me...I was afraid that they may hurt my heart...

  Years passed by, My only collected friends were the beautiful and peaceful plants, trees and nature's other miracles around me...I was so eager to enjoy every seconds of every season and every day...I also made friendship with all the people who lived around my home...never played with any kids of my own age...just loved to talk to elder people about anything ...I have hided all my painful instants from my loved one's.. thought that it may upset them. My only hope, faith and my most trusted friend was my God, whom I believed more than anything, only with whom I shared my problems and joy, And He was always there for me...and that I can't forget...

     Things started to change after some years..., my little world became bigger than I could ever imagine... full of strange, selfish and hard hearted people. I started to adjust with them, just because I had to survive...each day living around them was like experiencing most painful days of my life.
     And one day I started to feel my change...finally I became one among them, who successfully survived among them. I was not happy to accept this change of mine. But that change helped me to stand erect and speak out in my later years.

   There were many times in these years where I lost my hope and faith completely...But my Lord took care of me...He directed me in His path...even with my strange decisions that I took by believing my intuition was the decision that He took for me...At first people around me blamed me for taking such risky decisions..but sooner they were happy about it..because that was the best things happen to me.

   Then, for some years my journey was of little relief.. Life played many crazy game But God never left my side... I was not the calm girl of the older years that everyone understood, But I was someone who rules her life with her own intuition and was matured than any one of that age. But no one noticed that I was weak that time...I was losing my inner self and thats the reason my behavior changed drastically.

     After few years, I took may decisions one contrary to another. each time i took entirely different decisions...finally when I got what I wanted and when God has given something that I asked Him....I changed my decision to its contrary... but my intentions were good on that. God still helped me to be the best in what I chose... He raised me up to the mountains, He was so generous to me...

But after some years, there was time to make a clever move in my life... my decisions planted successfully but my mind said to me its wrong and I dropped it again..After that, for a long time there was no peace for me... Only falling hope was there...The worst part of my life was that. That was not a shorter struggle period, its span was too long,I saw nothing but sadness in my face...never been truly happy.... more than any other thing what hurt me most was that My God didn't answered me and my prayers...That made me heart broken....I even thought several time to end it all...But I still believe that He is the only one who loves me more than anyone...And He will never leave me....never... He knows me more than anyone...and whatever he does for me is the Best thing that can happen to me...And the tears that I cried will bloom one day, as happiness of my Garden of Life.

"I Love You God, For All That You Have Done For Me...

I Will Not Stop Believing In You Till The Last Breath Of My Life...

Sorry, That I Felt Hopeless sometime, Even when I Knew You Were By My Side...

Please Forgive Me For All My Sins, I Know You Only You Can Do That...

I Had Your Blessings With Me , And I Blamed You For Tings I Lost...

My Struggles,Pain,Glory And Happiness, all were Your Blessings..I Knew It Now

You Took My Tests, You Made Me Strong, You Gave Me Honor...

You Raised Me Up , And When I fallen, I Lost Faith In You...Sorry...

I Believe That Even After Everything You Still Loves Me...

Thank You, Father..."



   

Balancing Your Mind and Heart

      Its very difficult for everyone to balance their mind and heart every time....In different situations we burst out our feelings and lose control of our minds due to our emotions. In those situations where emotions take over our conscience and we cannot afford to be concentrated purely on our work. People's emotions won't stick to a point for a long time, hearts wander in every direction and sometimes its hard to stop it or to gain control over it.

When humans are really sad they forget their surroundings and starts burst out and cry and when they are very happy then also they don't care about their surroundings and laugh out of happiness and when they are very angry they shouts out loud and do things which they can't control with their mind, and those involuntary actions may result in hurting people around them.

High- tempered people are always suggested to do meditation or yoga by the psychological counselors. These mind-body balancing techniques are really helpful. Some people becomes criminals after an accidental mistake, they cannot control their mind after doing a sinful thing. Prayers and traveling can help people calm their nervous worries and relax completely. We should try to find out our own relaxing technique, something that makes you relaxed in any rushy situations, I am sure that there will be some particular thing that will help each one of us relax in any kind of situations, it may be music or any of our hobbies or any kind of yoga techniques like breathing techniques to lower our temper. It is important to find out these things and use them in time.

Once we get control over our mind, body and heart we can handle any kind of situations that comes in our way. People with delicate or sensitive hearts will cry even for a small issue, someone crying shows that he is so weak at that particular situation and Its the point where he could get hurt. You should never show people what your weaknesses is, because once it is known to them people will target that particular point to break you down. We should know how to control our own feelings then only we could understand others well. Winning and losing is all depended on your heart and how much faith you have in your own feelings. Always listen to your heart then you will be strengthened by your soul and there you will achieve great power and courage to defeat anything that comes in your way.....May God Bless you....Thank you...

The Deepest Mystery Of All : A Women's Heart....

     The biggest secrets are hidden in the heart of a women..... Only she can bear its weight and pain and it is her destiny... and her deepest feelings are hidden in there. She is the ocean of the greatest emotions and there is a treasure of unbind love and care... She becomes a sister , wife and a mother in every relations she is a secret keeping personality , a man's heart can be in women's pockets but no women will open her heart fully to a man.

      Women's nervous tensions are aways active she can never relax in a complete sense. Its really hard for anyone to hide their inner most feelings from their closest friends and people they really love, especially men are week in hiding their emotions and feelings from his mother, wife or from the women he is love with. Once he gets attached to her deeply he gives her his trust and she keeps his hearts key hidden in her heart. A man gives his trust easily than a woman do, he falls in love faster than a woman do.... her secretive personality is something just that only she can understand... she will act her role perfectly in every situation … where no one will ever know what she hides in her heart.

      Some hides their pain to keep others happy, some hides secrets that may make others sad...Some secrets are never revealed and some may be opened when she experiences a high level of emotional tension or emotional imbalance; at that time she will automatically burst out her painful secrets to her closest friend and some may reveal them when she feels someone is too trust worthy, honest and when is is perfectly comfortable with them.

      No one can ever tell that keeping a secret to ones own heart is a sin... because sometimes it is necessary like a 'Lie' is necessary to save someone's life. Its just that Your Intension should be good and you should be honest to yourself, there is no one to judge you...you should judge yourself and you should do what your heart believes in...A women always hides a secret by covering it with pain fear....Its presence will always give scratches to her heart... However, she manages to hide it from others.....

The Colors On Me...........

      Sometimes I go green....one of my favorite, may be because seeing the greenery makes me happier than any other thing I do... Its pleasant , fresh and gentle...I feel it like a cold breeze against me....

It helps me to relax and forget about my past,preset and coming future .... It takes me to a peaceful world of happiness and I feel safe and weightless...

Sometimes I love the orange... Its shades up to the brown ...feels like we are born from the earth and we also reflect its shade and like earth just wore a dress that suits to Her complexion...Its shades are also shared by the flames and the woods... Its a natural and real color. I feel warmth and comfort at the deepest color of the evenings...I like to absorb Its charming sparkles on my body...And Its calm and soft light to my soul....glowing beauty of the charming evening is something that no poet can't describe clearly....

     Red ..., People say its the color of Love...and there is no wonder why they say it....A lady dresses in red and a rose bloomed in red are always represented as symbol of Love as they gives others the mood of Romance... Its also the color that connects everyone and gives relations...like the Blood that flows in our body .. Its shades up to violet gives the same feeling of love...

     Now, Its the Blue starry night...the most charming and relaxing of all.....when the moon shines on it it just lights up like a beautiful carpet...when we wish for an angel dressed in white and having charm like the moon comes down on earth... the color of our dreams...the color of compassion and comfort... and color of our wishes....is the color of the sky... I love the starry night more than any other time of the day... Every color has some relation with us.... and always we have our own favorite times , colors and shades... And we feel different for each of them...

Shadows of the wrong decissions

    It always happens that we make a lot of wrong decisions in our lives and we may sometimes repeat the mistakes again and again...and people tell us that "its all because of your single decision that you took that day" then we might turn our back on them saying that what we did was the right decision for that situation.
But, at some corner of our hearts we may repent on what we decided to do that day...
    May be it was the best decision to be taken at that moment, but as for the future... it may not be the appropriate one...

Blaming someone for their decisions which they took for the better future of others is so bad, which may be the reason they found their life and their dreams without wings... Sacrificing our own dream for others seems so emotional and daring for the moment...what we may be losing is our own life.

Well, as the time passes, everyone forgets what they got from you, and we may be still remembering that what we sacrificed for them, But at that time even in their eyes you may be nothing but a loser.
we can tell only one thing that we never helped others in order to get re-payed by them.

Even "I have done some stupid things with my own dreams , for which I have sacrificed many things and finally I Sacrificed that dream for something else...well as I do believe in astrology, a Gemini girl like me can never stick to any one thing or one choice in her life.

We all may have something to repent on, But, I believe its never too late to take another path for the betterment or take an another step to rise again till you touch the sky, "Because According to me:  "A victory coming after thousands of victories is not glorious than the Victory that you achieved after a thousands failures and sufferings"...
     You will be proud of yourself in the future that you survived the situation and you proved that your decisions were never wrong. This is what I am trying to teach my self, and you must understand this and never let the shadow of the wrong decisions takeover your courage, happiness and your life...
   
     If there is Light its certain that there will be shadow too...But who ignores the dark shadow behind him and move towards the light will be a Hero in his life"
Be brave to face it, that's what I am trying to do at this part of my life... May God Bless You...Thank you...With love, Gigy

Happiness Within ...

     Its really strange that we find the people around us very happy when we are really sad... and we feel we are the happiest person on earth when we are really happy... When I am sad and walking in a crowded place, I always notice that people around me are enjoying the moments they got and I don't even see any streamline of worry in their face..they seemed completely happy to me and I seemed some from out of the world..
  It also happened sometimes to me that I felt I am happier than ever in my whole life and I just felt pure happiness in that moment, and at that time I never notice anyone around me because I was enjoying my happiness within me...
   
    Its really sad that we cannot preserve the moments that we treasure ... and life just never let us do that, it always gives us Roses with Thorns...that we might be able to enjoy the beauty and happiness that the Rose provides us  along with little pain from its Thorns that is necessary to hold the Rose in our palms.
But the Rose will fade after sometime and the Thorn will persist, finally new Roses blooms and we forget about the Pain that Thorns will give us and starts enjoying the new Rose....

     Life is just like that, We should try hard to be happy in every situations instead of cursing the time. The time when we will be sad will always come ,But we can try to be happy just to prevent us from losing hope and dooming to the darkness of sorrow.....
May God Bless You.. Be Happy...With love, Gigy